Hey folks.

So the year's about to end. That's usually when I write a detailed personal analysis of the past 12 months, but for some reason I haven't written anything yet. I guess that kinda symbolizes my activity around here. Better late than never, though. Emotional blabbering ahead!

In one word, for me, 2011 was intense.

I rushed into a thesis assignment that was extremely successful (I graduated with top grades, published scientific articles and even got to present one of them in the U.S. during an amazing trip), but also mentally demanding. It was the straw that broke the back of a camel I'd been avoiding for too long, and it led to lots of issues in what I think was an emotional all-time low. Luckily, with both professional and local help, I grew older, more secure, and less afraid to display emotions. Apparently I've become softer (proof: this journal), but I love it.

From September up until today, I took time for myself. I gave old hobbies a new chance, with varying degrees of success; most interestingly, I've re-discovered theatre classes which are socially strengthening me. I tried to make up for my artistic drought (speaking of all-time lows...) and I hope I'll be able to continue in this fashion. I also looked around for jobs, but I am still indecisive about which road to take.

Choices will have to be made soon. While I'm still a bit afraid of what's next, I know I will find my purpose eventually. 2012 will not be merely fun and games, but it will provide answers. Here's to a new year that will bring more growth--- hopefully to you, too.

All the best,
  Wouter